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The Rapture Is A Roll call.

At that hour when the world is busy like never before.

At the hour when my work on earth I some, when I and my saviour are One. I shall hear my name.

The world will be distracted, they wouldn’t even care less about the few missing people, their minds filled with evil and fear but the roll call is being announced.

The Rapture is a Roll call!

I shall hear my name and answer “Here I am, Lord”. Let’s all get ready for that roll call, What Joy it’ll be to be present and to answer to eternity.

I want to see you there, Do you want to be there?

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By Grace

By Grace through Faith. All will be well.

He is not a man that He should lie, neither a son of man that He should repent, has He not said and will It not be?

He will fight for you while you hold your peace, just believe.

Amen.

Diary Of A Depressed Patient

Chapter Six; Listen.

It feels like everytime I open my mouth, it’s disrespectful and rude to the other.

So I just shut up instead.

I found myself crying, there was nothing wrong going on, I just felt so burdened.

I wanted to be heard, understood.

I wanted them to be calm and listen.

I wanted them to agree with me.

I cried till my heart was at ease and I smiled like the world revolved around me.

And when anyone asked why Imy eyes were red awhile ago, I’ll smile brightly and say ” I had something in my eyes”

But you know what.

I’m not going to be quiet anymore

I’m not being mean or disrespectful, I’m just telling the truth and if they don’t like it ten they need to fix their attitude.

The truth is bitter

I can’t lie sweet to you anymore.

I’ll stuff them with the bitter truth till they digest it or throw up and leave.

I’m not a vase filled with tear. I’m a flower that needs to be watered with joy.

If that makes sense.

©️TXSB

Rotating Life.

Life is a rotating earth.

Peaceful on the outside, Hetic on the inside.

Filled with obstacles to conquer and questions to be answered.

Life is rotating clock

Time repeats days repeat, weeks and months too but we react to them in different ways.M

Monday, Monday again, Yay it’s Monday.

The little hands of time keep moving and if they stop, we all perish.

We live to die and die to live.

Like eternity, we have no beginning and no end.

We are the rotating life of eternity.

If that makes sense.

Diary Of A Depressed Patient

Chapter Five: I’m about to cry

I’m about to cry
Everyone’s got a goal
But I’m stuck in my room watching them fight for their dreams

I’m about to cry, its not that I can’t do it
It’s just that I’m too scared to
I’m still a child at heart

Everyone’s trying to be great
I’m just trying to find my way through the day and not cry
And not try to die
I’m just trying to take one step at a time
Trying to realise what I’m here for
And not die
Cause I’m to pretty to die

I’m about to cry
Everyone’s got a plan but I’m here cheering them on with no hope for my future.

©️TXSB

Diary Of A Depressed Patient

Chapter Four: Is It Okay?

Is it really okay to be like this?

To be sad and happy.

Happy you survived but sad you’re the survivor.

To feel all alone in a world filled with people, Is it really okay?

Is it really okay to tell me it’s okay?

To know your absence brings a smile to someone’s face

A day of peace and quietness

A day they complain about nothing, a day without you.

Is it okay to feel this kind of guilt, to wish you never existed?

That all this is just a Flash of the future, what your life might be if you choose to be born?

Is it okay to sit at the edge of the world?

To look below the infinite stars and beauty beyond comprehension,

To see a tomorrow much yearned for.

A tomorrow far from the reach of others, a tomorrow where you can run free and feel no condemnation.

Will you sit at the edge with me?

Our tomorrow is just a leap away

Is it okay if we jump?